At such, after being 'hazy' in TNA & ID module.... I saw clearer pictures again from AS and now CBT. Perhaps the 2 facilitators who guided us through TNA & ID were just, not my style. I had to read the modules up all again by myself. But some of my coursemates have differing opinions of them too. We all have our own thoughts.
This made me think. How about myself? Did I give my trainees different learning thoughts too?
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Our assessment for TNA+ID+AS just went by. Nerve-wrecking? Of course. The usual nervousness and unsettling mind kicked in before, on and even after the assessment. I was extrememly worried knowing our assessor was going to be a caucasian. Why not? I have every reason to be worried. I'm not a good auditory person and conversing with someone who may speak with a different accent was about to kill me before I even start. However, it came and went by.
What I appreciate about Mr P, was the fact he gave constructive feedbacks on our strength and even weaknesses. Many a times, everyone just wants to hear the good things but good things don't help us improve. Mr P pointed out my specific weakness and I know I must work hard on them.
In fact, this assessment was the BIGGEST stress I've ever felt so far! But he made it worth going through. Thank you Mr P.
At work, I've encounter a few more good things recently.
I've sent in my 2nd course for accreditation and it was cruelly thrown back. Did it hit my confidence level? Without a doubt. The feedbacks were seriously brutal. BUT I was fortunate. I embraced this rejection with an open-mind to learn and improve. The AM auditing the program was very 'fierce' but extremely kind. I felt he had intention to help me improve. He gave very harsh yet constructive feedbacks and I know if I could review them all, the courseware will turn out, at least, almost perfect.
Though I have questions in my head I couldn't answer, like how did my previous courseware went through smoothly and why not this time... I know there's no point dwelling. I'd rather channel my energy into making this one, better than the previous! And I'm excited because I know it will.
In training, work and even life, we'd meet people who'd have said or do something to you, or had given you a certain minder... and when you look back, you'd realized they helped you grow and see things differently.
I've been blessed and I hope I could give back to my trainees.
Thank you.
What I appreciate about Mr P, was the fact he gave constructive feedbacks on our strength and even weaknesses. Many a times, everyone just wants to hear the good things but good things don't help us improve. Mr P pointed out my specific weakness and I know I must work hard on them.
In fact, this assessment was the BIGGEST stress I've ever felt so far! But he made it worth going through. Thank you Mr P.
* * * * * * * * * *
At work, I've encounter a few more good things recently.
I've sent in my 2nd course for accreditation and it was cruelly thrown back. Did it hit my confidence level? Without a doubt. The feedbacks were seriously brutal. BUT I was fortunate. I embraced this rejection with an open-mind to learn and improve. The AM auditing the program was very 'fierce' but extremely kind. I felt he had intention to help me improve. He gave very harsh yet constructive feedbacks and I know if I could review them all, the courseware will turn out, at least, almost perfect.
Though I have questions in my head I couldn't answer, like how did my previous courseware went through smoothly and why not this time... I know there's no point dwelling. I'd rather channel my energy into making this one, better than the previous! And I'm excited because I know it will.
* * * * * * * * * *
In training, work and even life, we'd meet people who'd have said or do something to you, or had given you a certain minder... and when you look back, you'd realized they helped you grow and see things differently.
I've been blessed and I hope I could give back to my trainees.
Thank you.
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